VINDICATED

For the past few days, i’ve learned about a lot of things in life…

Now, lets talk about HAPPINESS..

A friend of mine told me about something that i’ve never realized before… that is, to appreciate the value of happiness… he even said that, "IT IS YOUR CHOICE TO BE HAPPY OR NOT."

Happiness is just around the corner.. all i have to do is to look for it…

If you don’t want to live in misery, then choose to be happy..It’s for free. Grab it. Walang kokontra sa’yo. Sabihin man nilang mababaw ang kaligayahan mo..

HINDI PALA MAHIRAP MAGING MASAYA. In fact, happiness is everywhere.. even in the times of difficulties. You can still be happy when you’re alone… Kasi God is right at your side..

Be optimistic..Look at the bright side of life.. Option mo kung ano ang gusto mong maramdaman at ma-experience sa buhay mo.. Siyempre kung pipili ka rin lang, choose a direction which you think you can be happy and comfortable…

There is NO REASON to be sad. The truth is, THERE ARE LOTS OF REASONS TO BE HAPPY. Always think that God is there.. You have your family.. You’re alive.. You’re breathing…

Di ba, it’s so nice to be happy?

HAPPY or SAD?? it’s ur choice…

Choose wisely.

God is so sweet..He loves me.. He appreciates me..He cares for me.. He’s my bestfriend.. He’s my crying shoulder.. He’s full of surprises..

Mababaw lang akong tao. Simpleng problema, iniiyakan.. Simpleng sorpresa, big deal na sa akin.. Simpleng bagay, i make it complicated…

Siguro nga marami pa akong bagay na dapat malaman at maunawaan. At my age, hindi na nga ako bata. Sabi nga ng isang friend ko, "hindi ka na baby."

Hindi sa lahat ng oras ay matutulungan ako ng mga kaibigan ko… dahil may kanya-kanya din silang business sa buhay nila.. Kailangan pala ay matuto na ako humawak ng sarili kong problema.. BECAUSE FRIENDS ARE NOT ALWAYS THERE WHEN YOU NEED THEM… eto ngayon ang ironic jan.. WHAT FRIENDS ARE FOR?

Kailangan na akong matuto mag-handle ng problema..tutal, ako naman ang gumagawa ng sarili kong problema… Choice ko ang maging masaya at choice ko rin ang maging malungkot..

Kung meron mang advices mula sa ibang tao, the final decision still depends on me.. I will get the consequences of my wrong turns, and get the reward when i choose the right one.

Team 3 (Kids Church) are really the best people in the world! Though there were times nai-feel "out of place" or sometimes i feel na "hindi ko sila ma-reach".. i still know that my spiritual family is always there…

I thank God for team 3… and for the surprise that they had on my birthday..

Thank you God for SOMEONE, who have taught me a lot of things in life…though naging "mean" siguro ako sa kanya at nasaktan at naiistorbo ko pa siya sa buhay niya.. nagpapasalamat pa rin ako kasi kahit sa konting panahon e nakaramdam ako ng pagamamahal ng isang DADDY…

Thank you God for Jen, who spent her day with me at Market-market.. i really enjoyed my birthday.. salamat sa ZAGU..

Thank you God for Mighty Mike (radio DJ from Magic89.9) who greeted me on-air..

Thank you for Ellaine.. she didn’t forget my bday..

Thanks for my family… i still love them anyway..

Thanks God!!!

Hindi ko alam kung bakit super big deal sa akin ang magkaroon ng best friend…
marahil ay dala lang ito ng pagkainggit sa tuwing nakakakita ako ng mag
bestfriend na sabay naglalakad, magkaakbay at nagtatawanan. Marahil ay ganoong
klase ng tao ang hanap ko.. ung tipo ng taong palaging andyan sa oras na
kailangan mo siya. Yung tipo ng kaibigang walang excuses.. walang
alibis..

I’ve treated a lot of persons as my bestfriend. Pero it always
ends up na feeling ko unsuccessful. I am expecting kasi that they would treat me
as bestfriend in return…

Nag-eeffort naman ako.. but i always feel na
hindi mutual ang response nila. Siguro they treat me as friend din.. but not
bestfriend…

Maybe i just need someone to lean on.. to cry on..
to appreciate me.. to care for me.. haay, kelan kaya yon?

AKO NA LANG
YATA ANG TAONG NABUBUHAY SA MUNDO NA WALANG BESTFRIEND…
real friends?
meron.
close friends? marami.
pero bestfriend? wala…

just arrived home from my small
group (FYI, im a Christian in VCF,
hehe).. when i opened the door, NO
ONE’S there. NO Mom. NO Dad. NO
Siblings. Whhhhhhhhaaaaattt??? THEY
ALL LEFT!!!

yes.. im celebrating my Christmas and
my Birthday (on dec26) ALONE… in my
crib.. it makes me remember of
Macauley Culkins in Home Alone movie..
hahaha.. pano kaya kung pasukin din
ako ng mga magnanakaw?!(oops, wag
naman sana…)

they’re all heading their way to
Cavite.. you know what, sometimes i
feel less important in my family..i
always get left behind… i am less
appreciated… hmmp.. yaan mo na nga
cla.. anyway..

when i got into our hauz kanina…
they left 200 pesos sa ibabaw ng TV..
(take note, 200 pesos for my ONE
WEEK??!!)waahh.. pano ko pagkakasyahin
yun?! wala pang food na iniwan bago
man lang cla umalis..

buti nalang bukas pa ung bakery
malapit sa bahay.. ang dinner ko
ngayon? SPANISH BREAD. (sabay kalam ng
sikmura)

buti na lang i know how to cook..
there’s spaghetti and sauce left in
the fridge.. pero i have no paln to
cook it tomorrow.. sa bday ko nalang,
para at least may handa ako..

today is my DAY ONE.. alone in my
house… alone in my kama… alone in
the dark… just with our television
set and our couch..

akala ko masarap maging independent..
hindi pala…